Hell Broke Luce

I could really use a sympathetic ear today.  
Here's what I'm looking for:

A parent whose child was given a deadly diagnosis, said child survived and is now telling their own story.
Yesterday she told her Granddad that she got a shot at the doctor
because she missed them when she was a baby because she had Cancer.  

Its novel. 

Its powerful. 

Its just completely overwhelming to think about how we move on from this experience...Cancer episode...Moment in time.  

So is there a sympathetic ear out there that has gone through this?  

Someone who's worst fear actually happened? 

My ultimate fear now is of that thing coming back and seeing the pain that might cause.  

Taking that a step further -

Losing her.

Its been 3 years since she has had any medicine or treatment.  

Its gone. 

The Cancer has been eradicated.  Why can't I forget it?  
I want to.  Then I don't. 
Because I know this evil that circles around I can't let it go.  

If I do, it might come back.